Sometimes

Sometimes you just get tired of "being strong" and just putting up with it. For me, that's all the time. I'm so tired.

Pumpkins

Do what you gotta do

And say what you gotta say

Do what you gotta do

Yeah,

Start today

- "window paine," smashing pumpkins

Why can't i

Why can't I just turn the anger off? 

Weird

I struggle every day with feelings of inadequacy. I am overweight, I have bad teeth, and I have the warm, fuzzy personality of a porcupine with PMS. I don't like most people. I hate liars. I hate people who lie about me. 

So since you have that bit of sunshine in your life, tell me about yourself.

Wrong again

So I went to church and got the fabulous conviction that I was being too hard hearted, and that things would get better between me and some individuals that I am currently angry with. I went home with the warm fuzzy feeling that I was going to be the bigger person and make things better.

Then those people got in front of me and acted the same way they have been acting for the last 9 months, and my good intentions went out the window.

Obsession

I am now watching Star Trek: Into Darkness just for Benedict Cumberbatch. I may have a problem...

Ugh

Did you ever notice how, when you truly dislike someone, everything they do makes you angry?  

Post Christmas blues

I'm just sad. The holidays are over, and with them went my kind feelings towards people who've done or said bad things to or about me. Now I'm left with the bad feelings I set aside for the sake of Christmas, and things are worse because said people still don't seem to give a crap that I'm still upset over everything. I guess it's life as usual.